22.9.09

17.9.09

today my doodle takes the form of a remembering of a conversation i had about you tonight with Ron Terada at Ian Wallace's opening at Catriona Jeffries Gallery. x

13.9.09

anti-doodle

9.9.09

yellow to black

my doodle stared
as a glowing yellow ball
glowing so bright that
i couldn't tell where it started and i ended
or i started and it ended
so i poked my pencil at it to find its perimeter
accidentally, i punctured its surface
and inside it was dark
my glowing yellow ball began oozing
black from the inside
and the pressure grew
as the flow increased
and the ball exploded
covering my whole doodle
black
today my doodle is black


My doodle reappeared
it was looking like a big balloun
red one with white dot
it went into the washing machine
and then in the dryer
I wanted it to be so clean and dry
when I opened the door
I realized my doodle had melted away
my doodle look nothing like my doodle
it didn't even look like an idea of a doodle
I am very upset or maybe the right word is
sad

6.9.09

My doodle disappeared.
I think I am out of it today.
or it was out of me.
or maybe there is no out nor in.
out or/and in.
everything is outside.
anything is inside.
or the contrary.
or the same.
not sure. but confident.